The Wanting Comes In Waves

Masterpost ~ Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Masterpost ~ Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Fic title: Soul’s Weight
Author name:  smalltrolven
Artist name:culper355
Genre: Wincest, First-time, Bonded Boys
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating:  NC-17
Word count:  35,000
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby, Castiel, Chuck Shurley/God, Jesse the AntiChrist, Death, Lucifer, Michael
Warnings: Set in an AU season 5 finale so spoilers up to there, schmoop, angst in equal measures, oh and some swearing.

Summary:  Season 5 AU where Dean shows up in Stull Cemetery and says Yes.  Sam and Dean jump into the Cage together along with two archangels who torture them with the knowledge of the deep secret they’ve kept from each other all these years.  What happens after Dean gets out and Sam doesn’t? How far will Dean go to get Sam back once he knows what he’s truly lost?  A search for the missing Samulet, another attempt at finding God, where even Death and Jesse the AntiChrist play a part. 

Disclaimer:  I only own these words, that’s it, nothing else.
Authors Note:  Written for  the 2012 SPN-J2-BigBang. This is a schmoopy fix!it fic at heart.  Thanks to my wonderful beta stella_lost  who kept me going with her cheer leading poems and gave such great advice.

Thanks to my artist culper355who did the fabulous, evocative  artwork.
Link for the artwork is here go check it out all in one place. 

Link on AO3 is right here .


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