The Wanting Comes In Waves

Title: Second Time Around

Author: smalltrolven

Artist: merakieross

Pairing: Sam/Dean

Rating: NC-17

Wordcount: 10,907

Warnings: None except warnings for season 13 spoilers.

Author’s Note: Not my characters, only my words. Written for the 2018 wincest_reverse bang.  Title from the song, Frank Sinatra’s version: “The Second Time Around”. Great big thanks for a timely and very helpful beta fromjdl71.  Thank you to merakieross for such an inspiring piece of art to write for!

Summary: The brothers are back in Smith & Wesson land, working at Sandover Iron Works once again. But this time Dean Smith knows he’s really Dean Winchester, unfortunately the only thing Sam Wesson knows is that he’s really into Dean Smith.

Read over on AO3 right here.

Be sure and check out the awesome art masterpost right here LJ or Tumblr

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Title: It’ll Take Four Trips

Author: smalltrolven

Pairing: Sam/Dean, established relationship

Rating: R

Wordcount: 5,351

Warnings: None except for spoilers for episode 13.21 “Beat the Devil”, even in the summary.

Author’s Note: Not my characters, only my words.

Summary: Sam goes where you’d imagine he would when he dies in that tunnel. Here’s how much it costs him to come back.

Read it over on AO3 right here.

I have now watched 13.10 twice, once on a stream that was rather spotty and once with my husband who is an occasional watcher of spn. I went into the episode trying to have an open mind, mostly because I enjoy my show very much and there was finally a new episode.

Overall, it wasn’t as bad as I was expecting, there were parts of it that I enjoyed, and the ending was a surprise. But I would not have chosen to watch this show if I wasn’t already a SPN fan, because it wouldn’t have sounded very interesting or at all a new, intriguing story.

Title: Just One Win

Author: smalltrolven

Pairing: Sam/Dean, established

Wordcount: 1450

Rating: G

Warnings: Thoughts and discussions about suicide and feeling suicidal.

Author’s Note: Not my characters, only my words. Spoilers for 13.05 "Advanced Thanatology"

Summary: The conversation about Dean’s drastic actions in the ghost house was far from over.

Read it over on AO3 here.

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“Heaven knows we need never be ashamed of our tears, for they are rain upon the blinding dust of earth, overlying our hard hearts. I was better after I had cried, than before--more sorry, more aware of my own ingratitude, more gentle.”

― Charles Dickens, Great Expectations

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